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mm....e few dae no entry le...buzi wif examination and all that...so tired sia...how i wish i can go back to sec 1 again...those carefree life and all tt...it seem that everydae oso gt exam...esp the physic and chem...all sec 3 topic...den wif all e hwk all tt...hardli hav ani free time...

todae gt the o lvl tingy...the sub verification form...i veri confused or can sae in e dilema now...i duno wad shud i do...shud i take the combine sci paper or drop physic...well...my physic cant make it lo...this matter been troubling mi todae...during lesson sms-in jackson to ask him bout it...msg jess and sum others too...sori wor jackson to bombardin you wif sms todae...well...he advis mi to take pure...but i scare cant make it...i plan to go into e gd jc...i wan to take art stream...i DUN WAN to hav aniting to do wif science in jc...or at least i hope so...mm...jess takin combined sci and pure bio...she plannin to drop bio...she sae she can lend mi her notes...so touch by her gesture...long time nvr contact le...den she lyk...so swit so gd...well...we noe each other since pri2...so long rite...but so sad gt into different secondary...shud hav choose cresent ger wid her...now regret oso no use...

i hav decide to take combine sci paper...as i dunwan take sci in jc...tis is wad i wan...but juz tt i dun hav e courage to make the choice...mm...partli thx to junxiang...thru he sae he nvr hlp aniting...but den it make mi mor clear bout wad im goin to choose...and he actualli support mi...thx a lot wor...fren alwae...unless sumone else make mi change my mind la...im gonna take combine sci paper...i wanna go into e gd jc...

todae finalli go higher chin after pon lesson for ard 4 time...but im so unlucki...gt compo test sia...erps and i duno bout it...go ther write e compo...sth bout motherli luv or wad...i cant believe i wrote tt craps...it lyk so disgustin and mushy i wan to puke...i let asha read the compo...and we end up laufin...hope liu lao shi mark tt time wun puke or wad...lolz...dun vomit blood...haha

yea...i agree her attitude change for the worst...after she felt tt she can alwae gt out of trouble wif our hlp...mayb i shld not b so protective toward her...yes...you all are rite...i shld hav trusted and shld nott doubt ur judgement in e 1st place...

mm...i miss him a lot...so long nvr see le...wonder how is he...thru i try to ask myself to treat him as thru he not ther...but i cant do it...it so hard...haiz...
ta buu ke neng shii wo de wang zhii...

ye xuu nii buu huuii dong dang nii suuo aii wo yii houu wo de tiian kong xiing xiing douu liiang le~`